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CONTENT: 1971-1975 roga
/* 1971 rog */
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HE BO CHE , A HARBY ||
EC/\U 6 BDPYr UC4E3/\O 4To-To ||
/* 1972 rog */
|| 6E3 TE6R ||
B OKEAHAX Moeu' gywu ||
6/\ECTUT /\yHa ||
KAK PAK oTwe/\bHuk oguHok ||
/* 1973 rog */
|| MHE 6bI Bci0 Bce/\eHHyi0 ||
MOR ME4TA MEHR 3OBE"T ||
ME4TA U PEA/\bHOCTb ||
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/\i06OBb ~eTo gonuHr ||
/\i06UTb U/\b HE /\i06uTb ||
/* 1974 rog */
|| 3A4EM UMEi0T /\i0gu pa3yM ||
3A4EM R gyMai0 ||
HABEPHO ||
HAWE"/\ KOHEU, nyTu ||
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4EM R OT/\U4EH oT /\i0geu' ||
U3/\UTb DYWY ||
/*1975 rog*/
|| >KU3HU CPOK ||
CnEWUTE >KUTb ||
MHE nogMuruBaeT ||
C/\Y4AU'HOCTb ||
DYWOU' MOEU' ||
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OKHO OTKPOEWb ||
KA>KDbIU' wko/\bHuk 3HaeT ||
TAK >KU/\ 6bI/\ y4e"HbIu' ||
U TO HE MA/\O ||
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KTO Hag ropeM ||
DA , CO3HAi0Cb ||
O BO/\HbI , Bo/\HbI ||
YXODUT DEHb ||
R 4ACTO DYMAi0 ||
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UCCRK/\U MOU CTAPAHbR ||
3DOPOBbR HE BEPHYTb ||
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4To6 nokuHyTb pogHyi0 n/\aHeTy
U yu'Tu Ha Me>k3Be"3gHbIu' npocTop ,
Hago cge/\aTb Takyi0 pakeTy ,
4To6bI BTpoe 6bI/\ MeHbwe npoToH.
- ^ -
He Bo cHe , a HaRBy
noceTuTb 6bI MHe /\yHy ,
nocMoTpeTb u3ga/\eka -
- BoH oHa , MoR 3eM/\R.
R B pakeTy ca>kycb ,
B ga/\u ga/\bHue M4ycb,
TaM i0nuTep ro/\y6ou'-
caMbIu' kpynHbIu' u 6o/\bwou',
A no /\uky ero
6poguT kpacHoe nRTHo -
~ETo nRTHbIwko Takoe
He 3aTMuTb ero 3eM/\ei0.
Da/\bwe c/\oBHo Bo/\4ok ,
noBepHyBwucb Ha 6o4ok ,
Kpy>kuTbcR kak yparaH -
To>ke Be/\ukaH - YpaH.
3a YpaHoM - HenTyH ,
R >k /\e4y Ha caTypH -
rge , 3akpbIB Becb He6ocBog ,
/\bguHbI BogRT xopoBog.
BoT Bce" 6/\u>ke 3eM/\R ,
ro/\y6aR MoR ,
MuMo Mapca npo/\eTuM
U k BeHepe nocnewuM.
Ha BeHepe >kapa ,
npocTyguTbcR TaM He/\b3R ,
Ho u HeTy TaM BogbI -
He nonbe"Te 3gecb 4au ...
cge/\aB B kocMoce kpyr ,
Haka/\uBwucb kak yTi0r ,
M4acb co ckopocTbi0 BTopou' ,
Bo3BpaTuMcR MbI goMou'...
He Bo cHe , a HaRBy ,
noceTuTb 6bI MHe /\yHy ,
nocMoTpeTb u3ga/\eka-
BoH oHa , MoR 3eM/\R ...
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ec/\u 6 Bgpyr uc4e3/\o 4To-To ,
HeB3upaR Ha pa3Mep ,
nopa3MbIc/\uTb BaM oxoTa?
Tak npegcTaBbTe , HanpuMep
nepecTa/\a BceM BugHa
Hawa RcHaR /\yHa.
~ETo ew,e" no/\ 6egbI...
Hy , a ec/\u 6bI ,
ec/\u 6bI /\yHbI He cTa/\o ,
Ucnapu/\acb 6bI oHa ,
ec/\u 6 c Mapca nepecTa/\a ,
6bITb BugHa MoR /\yHa...
Mo>keT ~eTo Hu4ero ,
Hy , co6aku 6bI He BbI/\u ,
Mo>keT BMecTo ogHoro
DBa 3akoHa 6bI oTkpbI/\u...
Mo>keT npocTo 6bI Torga
MecRu,a He cTa/\o ,
DHu uc4e3/\u 6 roga -
>ku/\u 6 kak nona/\o .
rge >ke HaM Hau'Tu oTBeT
Ha BonpocbI ~eTu ?
He Hau'ge"T ero no~eT
Hu 3a 4To Ha cBeTe.
Mow,HbIM no/\eM TRroTeHbR ,
cu/\oi0 npu/\uBoB ,
BbIw/\a >ku3Hb Ha Hawy 3eM/\i0
U3 Mopckux 3a/\uBoB.
KTo >ke ga/\ npu/\uBbI HaM ,
KTo >ke >ku3Hb HaM gapoBa/\ ?
~ETo Bce" oHa - /\yHa ,
Ta 4To no Ho4aM BugHa ,
4To Ha He6e ro/\y6oM
U 6e3 4beu' 6bI Mow,u ,
>kuTb 6bI HaM Ha gHe MopckoM
nog Bogoi0 To/\w,u...
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6e3 Te6R Ha cBeTe >ku3Hu HeT ,
6e3 Te6R He Mu/\ MHe 6e/\bIu' cBeT ,
6e3 Te6R Tockyi0 Bci0gy R ,
6e3 Te6R MHe He npo>kuTb u gHR...
TbI npuge"wb u cpa3y cBeT Bokpyr ,
TbI npuge"wb u nTuu,bI 3anoi0T ,
TbI npuge"wb u cTaHy c4acT/\uB R ,
TbI npuge"wb , npuge"wb /\i06oBb MoR...
npeg To6ou' noMepkHeT co/\Hu,a cBeT ,
npeg To6ou' pacTai0T /\e"g u cHer ,
npeg To6ou' cropRT go T/\a cepgu,a ,
npeg To6ou' paccTynRTbcR Beka...
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pByT u Me4yT cegbIe Bo/\HbI
B okeaHax Moeu' gywu ,
nog ygapaMu cTpawHbIx Mo/\Huu'
ToHyT , ToHyT Mou Me4TbI...
Ho cnaceHue 6/\u3ko pRgoM -
Hago kpyTo pBaHyTb wTypBa/\ ,
o6ou'Tu gBa gecRTka pufoB
u rpoMagbI nogBogHbIx cka/\...
~eTo >ku3Hb B Heo6bI4Hou' fopMe.
rogbI , rogbI - Bo/\Ha 3a Bo/\Hou'.
Ho He/\b3R Ha>kuMaTb Ha TopMo3 ,
ga>ke ec/\u roga cTeHou'...
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6/\ecTuT /\yHa , uckpuTbcR cHer ,
a c He6a nagai0T , nagai0T , nagai0T 3Be"3gbI...
HaBcTpe4y gHi0 , BcTae"T paccBeT ,
u B He"M cropai0T , cropai0T , cropai0T u Tai0T Bce rpe"3bI...
geHb npo/\eTe/\ , 3akaT yrac ,
ew,e" oguH u Bce" MeHbwe u MeHbwe , u MeHbwe ocTa/\ocb...
kTo Mo>keT 6bITb c4acT/\uBeu' Hac -
Bce" HaM c To6oi0 , c To6oi0 , c To6oi0 , c To6oi0 gocTa/\ocb...
npou'gyT roga , Ho u Torga ,
MbI He 3a6ygeM c To6oi0 Haweu' nepBou' BcTpe4u.
u nycTb oroHb , oroHb /\i06Bu ,
ropuT Bce" Rp4e , Bce" Rp4e - ropuT Be4Ho...
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Kak pak oTwe/\bHuk oguHok
>kuBe"T Ha gHe MopckoM ,
Tak R , nocTpouB Te/\eckon ,
YTkHy/\cR B kHu>kek koM.
Ho To/\bko pak , Begb oH gypak ,
>kuBe"T Ha cBeTe 4To6bI >kuTb ,
a R , coBceM He 6ygb kak pak ,
pewu/\ Me4Ty ocyw,ecTBuTb...
~ETa Me4Ta gpeBHRR o4eHb ,
ee" 3agyMa/\u o4eHb gaBHo
U 3a Hee" Ha kocTpe Te"MHou' Ho4bi0
crope/\ uTa/\bRHeu, MbIc/\uTe/\b 6pyHo...
~ETa Me4Ta packpbIBaeTcR npocTo -
MbI xoTuM ycTaHoBuTb koHTakT
c /\i06bIM cyw,ecTBoM , /\i06oro pocTa ,
(/\erko cka3aTb , a cge/\aTb kak?)
B co3Be3guu /\e6egR ecTb n/\aHeTbI ,
~eTo Hay4Ho ycTaHoB/\eHHbIu' fakT ,
Mo>keT 6bITb c Hux cTapTyi0T pakeTbI ,
Ho 3aMeTuTb noka ~eTo He/\b3R Hukak ,
A ec/\u 3ar/\RHeM B cnekTp 3Be3gbI ,
HaxogRw,eu'cR B ~eToM co3Be3guu ,
Mo>kHo To4Ho cka3aTb , 4To MbI ,
npuHR/\u Ba>kHoe u3BecTue ...
Mow,HbIu' noTok HeBecoMbIx foToHoB ,
M4uTbcR c co3Be3guR /\e6egR k HaM ,
3eM/\R >ke no npaBu/\aM o6w,ux 3akoHoB
cTpeMuTbcR Ha BcTpe4y ~eTuM /\y4aM.
Kak xBocT koMeTbI oH wupok ,
Ho ecTb u B HeM Rgpo ,
U 6bI/\ y>k gaH 3eM/\e ypok ,
4To kpenkoe oHo...
Tpu gHR u go u noc/\e Mup ,
cBeTu/\cR geHb u Ho4b ,
Ho Mo/\4a/\uBbIM 6bI/\ ~efup ,
xoTb o6ew,a/\ noMo4b...
Tenepb u Ha 3eM/\e y Hac
ecTb /\a3epbI He MeHbweu' Mow,HocTu ,
U Mo>keT 6bITb HacTaHeT 4ac ,
Ho He o6pagyi0 R Bac ...
Begb 6bI/\ y>k gaH 3eM/\e ypok ,
4To xoTb /\y4 /\a3epa wupok ,
Ho BcTpe4a c HuM rpo3uT 6egou' ,
kak 6bI/\o c MaTywkou' 3eM/\e"u'...
Hago uckaTb gpyrue nyTu ,
Hago Me4TaTb u Me4TaTb ,
U Mo>keT 6bITb kpbI/\bR Haweu' Me4TbI
noMoryT ycTpouTb koHTakT...
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MHe 6bI Bci0 Bce/\eHHyi0 y3HaTb
u noHRTb 3akoH ee" cypoBbIu',
BpeMeHu cegei0w,aR npRgb
Hac Bege"T eguHoi0 goporou'.
R xo4y cBepHyTb c goporu Tou'
u y3HaTb He , 4To 3a noBopoToM ,
a , 4To 3a o6o4uHou' kpyTou' ,
npR4eTbcR B TyMaHax u 6o/\oTax...
npocTpaHcTBo u BpeMR ogHo , eguHoe ~eTo Ha4a/\o
nou'Me"wb , 4To Takoe oHo - u >ku3Hb noBTopuTbcR c Ha4a/\a.
nycTb TpygHee 6ygeT MHe ugTu
no 6o/\oTaM u B cn/\owHoM TyMaHe ,
Ho Harpaga 3Hai0 Bnepegu ,
Bnpo4eM Mo>kHo BoBce 6e3 HarpagbI ,
a Ha >ku3Hb MHe xBaTuT ogHoro
To/\bko /\uwb co3HaHuR npocToro-
B /\a6upuHTe BpeMeHu Haw/\u
BbIxog g/\R no3HaHuR /\i0gckoro.
npocTpaHcTBo u BpeMR ogHo , eguHoe ~eTo Ha4a/\o
nou'Me"wb , 4To Takoe oHo - u >ku3Hb noBTopuTbcR c Ha4a/\a.
6eckoHe4Ha 4e"pHaR cTpaHa ,
3Be"3go4ku pa3BeweHbI kak 4ygo ,
Da/\eko no Heu' npou'Tu He/\b3R -
BpeMeHu nperpagbI ecTb noBci0gy.
R xo4y ycTpouTb B >ku3Hu Tak ,
4To6bI 4e/\oBe4ecTBo uMe/\o
c uHon/\aHeTRHaMu koHTakT
npRMo no Ty cTopoHy 6apbepa.
npocTpaHcTBo u BpeMR ogHo , eguHoe ~eTo Ha4a/\o
nou'Me"wb , 4To Takoe oHo - u >ku3Hb noBTopuTbcR c Ha4a/\a.
Bo Bce/\eHHou' Haweu' MbI >kuBe"M ,
ka>kgbIu' geHb ee" npocTopbI BuguM ,
Ho u no/\oBuHbI He nou'Me"M ,
ec/\u BpeMR , BpeMR He ocu/\uM.
MHe 6 Bce/\eHHou' wapuk yBugaTb ,
nogou'Tu no6/\u>ke k ee" kpai0
U ogHuM r/\a3koM Becb Mup o6HRTb ,
a ceu'4ac R Hu4ero He 3Hai0...
npocTpaHcTBo u BpeMR ogHo , eguHoe ~eTo Ha4a/\o
nou'Me"wb , 4To Takoe oHo - u >ku3Hb noBTopuTbcR c Ha4a/\a.
rge-To B Mu/\/\uapgax /\eT Ha3ag
Mo>kHo oTbIckaTb ee" rpaHuu,bI
a ceu'4ac oHu Bnepe"g /\eTRT...
ropu3oHT npocTpaHcTBa 6bIcTpo M4uTbcR...
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MoR Me4Ta MeHR 3oBe"T
U R Ha BcTpe4y c Heu' ugy
Ugy B 3api0 , ugy B 3axog ,
U 3Be"3gHou' Ho4bi0 k Heu' ugy.
MoR Me4Ta MeHR 3oBe"T
U 3acTaB/\ReT Ma/\o cnaTb
nperpagbI Bce /\oMaTb kak /\e"g
Me4TaTb , uckaTb , uckaTb , Me4TaTb...
nyckau' Me4Ta MeHR 3oBe"T
nyckau' npou'gyT 6bITb Mo>keT rogbI ,
Ho o3apeHue npuge"T
U cHuM uc4e3HyT Bce HeB3rogbI...
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Me4Ta u pea/\bHocTb Ha cBeTe >kuByT
He gpy>kaT oHu Me>k co6oi0
U B pa3HbIe cTopoHbI B >ku3Hu 3oByT
/\i0geu' u MeHR 3a co6oi0
Me4Ta ~eTo kpbI/\bR Hecyw,ue BBbIcb ,
pea/\bHocTb noxo>ka Ha Me4 ,
c Me4Toi0 B no/\eTe ee" 6eperucb -
UHa4e r/\aBa go/\ou' c n/\e4.
Me4Ta ~eTo i0HocTb BcR no/\HaR cu/\ ,
pea/\bHocTb cTpawHee kyga -
oT 6o/\u npok/\RTou' u cBeT y>k He Mu/\ ,
B r/\a3ax nocToRHHo Boga...
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/\i06oBb ~eTo gonuHr , /\i06oBb ~eTo Rg ,
c /\i06oBbi0 Ha 3eM/\i0 c op6uTbI r/\RgRT ,
c /\i06oBbi0 yxogRT Ha nogBur u 6ou' ,
c /\i06oBbi0 nogpyra >kge"T gpyra goMou' ,
/\i06oBb TbI npekpacHa kak co/\He4HbIu' geHb ,
/\i06oBb TbI y>kacHa kak cyMepek TeHb ,
/\i06oBb 6ecnpege/\bHaR go/\ra u no/\Ha ,
/\i06oBb 6e3oTBeTHaR cTpawHa u nycTa ,
/\i06oBb ~eTo pagocTb u c4acTbe HaBek ,
C /\i06oBbi0 no >ku3Hu uge"T 4e/\oBek ,
/\i06oBb nogroHReT u B cepgu,e cTy4uT ,
/\i06oBb nogHuMaeT u 6pocuT rpo3uT...
/\i06oBb TbI npekpacHa kak co/\He4HbIu' geHb ,
/\i06oBb TbI y>kacHa kak cyMepek TeHb ,
/\i06oBb 6ecnpege/\bHaR go/\ra u no/\Ha ,
/\i06oBb 6e3oTBeTHaR cTpawHa u nycTa ,
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/\i06uTb u/\b He /\i06uTb - BoT B 4e"M Bonpoc.
xoTb roBopuTbcR - cepgu,y He npuka>kewb ,
Ho >ku3Hb urpa , koTopaR gaBHo-c
Bege"TbcR c noMow,bi0 ogHux /\uwb 4e"pHbIx k/\aBuw...
no pa3HoMy Bonpoc pewa/\cR ~eToT
U go cux nop oH r/\aBHbIM B >ku3Hu 6bI/\ ,
Tenepb >ke , B nopy o6w,ecTBa pacu,BeTa ,
oH nepeg coTHeu' HoBbIx oTcTynu/\...
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3a4eM uMei0T /\i0gu pa3yM - yM ,
KoTopbIM uHorga nocTurHyTb MoryT ,
/\uwb "r/\y6uHy" cBoux Hu4To>kHbIx gyM
U 3HaHuu' 6ecno/\e3HbIx TeMHbIu' oMyT?
YMoM cBouM MbI 3HaeM cBou' npege/\ ,
Ho no4eMy-To >ku3Hb nopou' HauBHo TpaTuM ,
nbITaRcb u3MeHuTb Ha3Ha4eHHbIu' yge/\ ,
3a wupMy rpe"3 pea/\bHoe 3anpRTaB...
KoHe4Ho RcHo - Tak ycTpoeH 4e/\oBek.
HeycnokoeHHocTb ero rpaHuu, , yBbI , He 3HaeT.
OH pagu MHuMbIx , nuppoBbIx no6eg ,
no>kepTBoBaTb pea/\bHocTbi0 >ke/\aeT...
U BoT Me4TaM gae"M 3e/\e"HbIu' cBeT...
U gHu /\eTRT , MrHoBeHbR >ku3Hu Tai0T...
4To g/\R Bce/\eHHou' Haw kopoTkuu' Bek ?
OHa Begb BpeMR BoBce He c4uTaeT...
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3a4eM R gyMai0 , 4To >ku3Hb ,
4To >ku3Hb MoR y>k Ha ucxoge ?
Bce" Bnepegu , Bnepe"g gpy3bR!
MbI To/\bko Mur ew,e" B noxoge...
U nycTb BcR Hawa >ku3Hb /\uwb Mur ,
A >ku3Hb MoR - To Mur B kBagpaTe
D/\R 4uce/\ Ma/\bIx , R nocTur ,
KBagpaT ropa3go MeHbwe 3Ha4uT...
U 3Ha4uT go/\ruM 6ygeT nyTb ,
U necnekTuB He c4ecTb npekpacHbIx...
HeMHoro , 4yTb nepegoxHyTb ,
U 3a pa6oTy Hago 6paTbcR...
Ho >kgaTb naccuBHo Bo/\we6cTBa ,
paBHo HageRTcR Ha 4ygo?
npocTuTe , To He g/\R MeHR -
R gpaTbcR 3a no3HaHbR 6ygy.
U MHe Tpu roga He cTpawHbI ,
6e3ge/\bR B Hux coBceM He 6ygeT ,
nono/\Hi0 3HaHuR cBou ,
4To6 nepegaTb noToM ux /\i0gRM...
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HaBepHo 6bIBaeT B >ku3Hu Tak -
Uge"wb noka Mo>kewb ew,e" ugTu ,
Ho BoT y>ke cge/\aH noc/\egHuu' war ,
a u,e/\u He BugHo coBceM Bnepegu...
U koH4u/\cR nbI/\ , 4To gBu>keHueM 6bI/\ ,
U MbIc/\b He npo6beTcR Bnepe"g...
Kyga MHe ugTu ? Cka>kuTe kTo >ku/\...
Ho noMow,b oT Hux He uge"T...
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BoT u Bce". Hawe"/\ koHeu, nyTu.
He3a4eM cTpagaTb o HeBo3Mo>kHoM.
Hecnoco6eH k 3HaHuRM ugTu -
o6pa3Ho cka3aTb o6 ~eToM Mo>kHo.
>ka/\ko To/\bko He6ockpe"6a 3gaHuR ,
>ka/\ko Ha cTpouTe/\bcTBo ywegwux gHeu'...
oka3a/\ocb HeT ero fyHgaMeHTa ,
a TeM 6o/\ee u nepBbIx ~eTa>keu'...
ecTb >ke/\aHue orpoMHoe ynpRMoe ,
HeT Bo3Mo>kHocTu... U/\b ka>keTcR To MHe?
>ku3Hb cBoi0 MbI cTpouM no kupnu4ukaM ,
6/\arogapHbI >ke 3a Bce" c/\enou' cygb6e...
npocTuTb ce6e R He Mory.
MHe >ka/\b noTepRHHbIe rogbI.
Ho ec/\u 6 3HaTb npo >ku3Hb B agy -
MbI u36e>ka/\u 6 Bce HeB3rogbI...
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4eM R oT/\u4eH oT /\i0geu'?
4eM oT/\u4ai0cb R oT Bcex?
TeM 4To pa36ou'Huk u/\b 3/\ogeu' ,
u/\b npuHR/\ Ha gywy R rpex?
6bITb Mo>keT R gecRTupyk ,
6bITb Mo>keT cTpaweH BHewHuu' Bug ,
6bITb Mo>keT R coBceM kak cnpyT ,
HeT npocTo B nacnopTe R - >kug...
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Kak u3/\uTb MHe gywy cBoi0 xo4eTcR
npocRTcR Hapy>ky MbIc/\u Bce...
BoT cHyi0T oHu , cToRT u/\b Ton4yTcR
nyTaRcb B kpoMewHou' TeMHoTe
B y3e/\ 3aBR3a/\acb MbIc/\b eguHaR
oT Toro uge"T Bce" npaxoM u BBepx gHoM...
nocTeneHHo npeBpaw,ai0cR R B ckoTuHy
U 6oi0cb ce6e npu3HaTbcR B ToM...
a co Bcex cTopoH npoTuBope4uR ,
KonowaTbcR kak B kowMapHoM cHe ,
cTa/\kuBai0TcR , 3acTbIBai0T , Me4yTbcR ,
He gaBaR >kuTb cnokou'Ho MHe...
"DBagu,aTb /\eT - a Hu4ero He cge/\aHo.
DBagu,aTb /\eT - 4To B >ku3Hu TbI Buga/\?"
MHe yu'Tu oT Hux y>kacTHo xo4eTcR ,
ec/\u 6 Mor ga/\eko y6e>ka/\...
"KeM TbI 6ygewb , g/\R 4ero cTapaewcR?
rge Bce" ~eTo , To o 4e"M Me4Ta/\?"
MHe yu'Tu oT Hux y>kacTHo xo4eTcR ,
He Hau'gR , 4To go/\ro Tak ucka/\...
Ha4uHai0 ge/\o - He 3akaH4uBai0 ,
Ka>keTcR 4To cge/\aTb He Mory ...
U cuRi0T BHoBb npoTuBope4uR ,
B packa/\e"HHoM kak orHe"M Mo3ry.
eguHcTBeHHbIu' BbIxog cMoTpeTb Ha Mup
r/\a3aMu B oguH cBeToBou' apwuH.
U cpa3y cnokou'Hee Ha gywe -
n/\aHeTa kak wapuk /\eTuT ce6e...
B MacwTa6e TakoM g/\R MeHR npo6/\eM
ocTaHeTcR MeHbwe , 4eM acTpo6/\eM ,
KoTopbIx He BugHo y>ke coBceM...
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Kak Ma/\ 4e/\oBe4eckou' >ku3Hu cpok ,
Kak Ma/\o ~eHepruu 3anaceHo ,
a Hago gyMaTb Mopw,uHR /\o6 ,
Bpaw,aR Bce/\eHHyi0-ko/\eco...
Kak Ma/\ 4e/\oBe4eckou' >ku3Hu cpok ,
U cko/\bko noHRTb MbI ew,e" go/\>kHbI -
HeyMo/\uMoro BpeMeHu 4ygoBuw,HbIu' pok ,
DBu>keHbe cBeTa , Mo/\4aHbe TbMbI...
Kak Ma/\ 4e/\oBe4eckou' >ku3Hu cpok ,
4To6 MbIc/\uTb wupoko u cTpacTHo Me4TaTb ,
Bcerga He xBaTaeT MrHoBeHbR - BuTok ,
4To6 BpeMR >kecTokoe gBuHyTb BcnRTb...
Tak c/\aBbcR TBopeHbe npupogbI 3eMHou' ,
TBopeu, Bcex 3eMHbIx ge/\ ,
Kak Ma/\ TBoeu' >ku3Hu oTBegeHHu' cpok ,
Kak MHoro TbI cge/\aTb cyMe/\...
TbI co3ga/\ n/\oTuHbI nperpagbI peke ,
TbI co3ga/\ pakeTbI , /\eTRw,ue BBbIcb ,
r/\a3aMu , ywaMu TbI cTa/\ 3eM/\e ,
Tenepb 3a gpyrue n/\aHeTbI 6epucb...
Tenepb TBoe no/\e - n/\aHeT okeaH ,
pa3MepoB pa3/\u4HbIx , yc/\oBuu' uHbIx...
6eu' B Ha6aT MbIc/\u , 4yBcTB 6apa6aH ,
Ha wTypM co3bIBau' Mu/\/\uoHbI 4ygHbIx
Me4TaTe/\eu' , pbIu,apeu' poga /\i0geu' ,
npegaHHbIx MbIc/\RM Be/\ukuM ,
KoTopbIe MoryT Bo uMR ugeu' ,
no>kepTBoBaTb co6cTBeHHou' >ku3Hbi0.
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"cnewuTe >kuTb" - kakaR fpa3a ,
BaM He noHRTb ee" noka ,
KakaR-To 6o/\e3Hb-3apa3a
B Bac He Bon'be"T cBou pora...
a BoT , korga TbI TBepgo 3Haewb -
poraM go cepgu,a Mu/\/\uMeTpa Tpu ,
Torga pa6oTaewb , gep3aewb ,
Becb geHb c paccBeTa go 3apu...
U Ho4b npoBoguwb B ~eToM puTMe ,
nbITaRcb naMRTb 3ac/\y>kuTb ,
cnewuwb cn/\ecTu Tyryi0 HuTb...
pora y cepgu,a - He wyTu.
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MHe nogMuruBaeT Bce/\eHHaR y n/\aHeTbI Ha Bugy ,
U r/\a3a orpoMHbIe BbI/\ynuB , R Ha BcTpe4y k Heu' ugy.
Ho4b orHRMu g/\uHHbIx y/\uu, u pek/\aMaMu orHeu'
TbI MeHR uHTepecyewb To/\bko TeMHoTou' cBoeu'.
3agupai0 BBepx R ro/\oBy - u Ha 3eM/\i0 He cMoTpi0.
R ee" He npe3upai0 - npocTo 3Be"3gbI R /\i06/\i0.
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c/\y4au'HocTb pa3Be He 3akoH?
Begb eu' nogB/\acTHo Bce" Ha cBeTe-
n/\aHeTbI , 3Be"3gbI , kocMogpoM ,
My>k4uHbI , >keHw,uHbI u geTu.
c/\y4au'HocTb - BoT pa3BuTbe Mupa
u xoTb BbIBoguM MbI 3akoH
npuxoguT c/\y4au' , 3/\ou' 3agupa ,
nporHaB 3akoH u3 >ku3Hu BoH.
c/\y4au'Ho Hawe noko/\eHbe
3akoH4uTb Mo>keT >ku3Hb cBoi0 ,
U Bci0 3eMHyi0 BeTBb TBopeHbR
3aroHeT k BpeMeHu B Ti0pbMy...
Bokpyr npu4uHbI kpaxa Mupa -
Tpaguu,uoHHaR Bou'Ha ,
U/\b 3Be"3gbI (a/\bfa? , 6eTa? /\upbI)
6bITb Mo>keT BcnbIxHy/\u B4epa...
U ckopo B >kapkyi0 kopoHy...
u/\b AcTepoug , u/\b 4yMa...
U BHoBb rpRgyw,eMy n/\aToHy
nucaTb npo npow/\oe ToMa...
c/\y4au'HocTb pa3Be He 3akoH?
Begb eu' nogB/\acTHo Bce" Ha cBeTe-
n/\aHeTbI , 3Be"3gbI , kocMogpoM,
My>k4uHbI , >keHw,uHbI u geTu.
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Dywou' Moeu' R 4yBcTByi0 onRTb ,
4To ge/\ai0 He To , 4To 3pR Bce" ~eTo ,
4To Hago 6bI MHe 3Be"3gbI Ha6/\i0gaTb ,
a He nucaTb cTuxu npo kpacHo /\eTo.
Dywou' cBoeu' B ce6e /\eHb Bu>ky xopowo
U pa3yMoM He pa3 6opo/\cR c Heu' ,
Ho BHoBb 6epy npok/\RToe nepo-
Bce" ~eTo 6ygeT go Moux noc/\egHux gHeu'...
Dywou' gaBHo R acToHoMoM cTa/\ ,
roToB Bno/\He g/\R TpygHocTeu' pa6oTbI ,
B pea/\bHou' >ku3Hu cBou' Haka/\-
coBceM uHbIe My4ai0T 3a6oTbI...
R kak-To 3aHR/\cR HeBbIrogHbIM pacc4e"ToM-
Ko/\b ckopo R 3akoH4y uHcTuTyT ,
Korga pea/\bHo cTaHy "3Be3go4eToM" ,
Kakue /\aBpbI npuHece"T MHe ~eToT Tpyg...
U BoT ne4a/\bHbIu' BugeH BbIBog ,
Kak He kpyTu nporpaMMy ga/\bHux gHeu' ,
/\uwb B gBagu,aTb BoceMb Ha gopory BbIxog
oTkpoeTcR , 4To6bI ugTu no Heu'...
oTkpbITue He cge/\aTb MHe HaBepHo ,
U c/\oBoM ~eTuM R He cge/\ai0 ero ,
KTo B 28 war npo/\o>kuT nepBbIu' ,
ToT Ma/\o cge/\aeT waroB Bcero...
He neccuMucT R , Ho ogHako >k Bu>ky ,
Kakou' y >ku3Hu Hu3kuu' KnD ,
3agyMa/\ BbIwe - no/\y4u/\ocb Hu>ke ,
>ke/\aHHoe Bce" He uge"T ko MHe...
npo4TR Takue rpycTHbIe cTuxu ,
DaewbcR guBy 4e/\oBeky kak TBopeHbi0 ,
3a4eM >kuBe"T , TBopuT cBou rpexu
Bce" nogpacTai0w,ee noko/\eHbe...
Kak Bnpo4eM Ma/\o B ~eTux pufMax To/\ky.
KoHe4Ho nepBo-HanepBo u3-3a MeHR.
pa3yMHoro Hau'Tu 3gecb - 4To uro/\ky ,
noTepRHHyi0 Ho4bi0 , 6e3 orHR.
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okHo oTkpoewb , a 3a HuM
cuRHbe He6a ro/\y6oro ,
peka u pbI6a B Heu' , Ha/\uM -
4ero >ke Hago HaM gpyroro...
3axoguT co/\HbIwko Hag /\yroM ,
napuT HarpeTaR 3eM/\R ,
cTapuk uge"T u 3eM/\i0 n/\yroM ,
w,eko4eT MRrko u /\i06R...
nog /\yroM Bga/\b Te4e"T peka ,
uckpRcb u u3BuBaRcb 3Meu'kou' ,
Te4e"T He rog , Te4e"T Beka ,
noe"T Ha kaMHRx koHapeu'kou'...
BoT Bek npowe"/\ , 3apR B3R/\acb.
U BuguM HoByi0 kapTuHy:
Ha/\uM? B peke nogox kapacb ,
neckapb u ToT HaBe4Ho cruHy/\.
no no/\i0 TpakTop TapaxTuT ,
u Mow,Ho 3eM/\i0 gaBuT /\anou' ,
Bga/\u 3aBog BoBci0 konTuT ,
oTpaBy ceR koHu,eHTpaToM ,
a B He6e cuHeM caMo/\e"T
/\eTuT , He 3HaR onaceHbR ,
U c/\ou' o3oHa geHb 3a gHe"M
gbIpRBuT Tak , 4To HeT cnaceHbR...
gbIpRBuT Tak , 4To HeT cnaceHbR...
gbIpRBuT Tak , 4To HeT cnaceHbR...
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HaBepHo ka>kgbIu' wko/\bHuk 3HaeT ,
4To TeHb RB/\eHue koHTpacTa ,
U /\uwb korga 3Be3ga cBepkaeT
g/\R TeHu >ku3Hb ee" npekpacHa.
3Be3ga , koTopaR TeMHeu' ,
u/\b BcnbIwek 6eweHHbIx He 3HaeT ,
Ta He 3a Mu/\/\uoHbI gHeu'
pa6oTai0 cBoeu' cropaeT.
Ta gacT Ha4a/\o coTHRM ge/\
u coTHu ge/\ cBepwuTb ycneeT...
3Be3ga , B3opBaBwaRcR pa3 ,
y>k 6o/\e Hukoro He rpeeT...
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Tak >ku/\ 6bI/\ y4e"HbIu' , koTopbIu' c4uTa/\
UcckycTBeHHocTb nepBbIM u3 r/\aBHbIx Ha4a/\.
pa6oTa/\ oH go/\ro , ynopHo Tpygu/\cR
U ka>keTcR , 4To cBoero oH go6u/\cR.
ogHa>kgbI oH npuHR/\ kakou'-To curHa/\ ,
4To fopMou' u npaBu/\oM Bcex nopa>ka/\ ,
U cMe/\o , coMHeHuu' cBoux He cTpawacb ,
"3eM/\RHe , cka3a/\ oH , Hage>kga c6bI/\acb!"
DaBHo ~eTo 6bI/\o , Ho B Te BpeMeHa ,
Y4e"HbIx gpyrux 6bI/\o 6o/\bwe kyga
oHu roBopu/\u Bce xopoM o ToM ,
4To c ~eTou' Hage>kgoi0 3pR MbI >kuBe"M.
U Tak no/\y4u/\ocb , cu/\bHbI Begb oHu ,
4To 6egHbIu' y4e"HbIu' ocTa/\cR oguH.
He cMor goka3aTb cBoero oH peweHbR
U npuHR/\ 3a npaBgy 6o/\bwue /\uweHbR...
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MHe gBagu,aTb gBa - u To He Ma/\o
U BoT , npo>kuB y>k cTo/\bko /\eT ,
R He nou'My , 4To MeHR TRHeT
K 3Be3ge B koTopou' >ku3Hu HeT...
Ho ga>ke ec/\u He Hau'gy oTBeTa ,
MHe >ku3Hb ero nogcka>keT kak-Hu6ygb ,
a coMHeBaTbcR , ga B Mou To /\eTa??? ,
no>ka/\yu' xy>ke 4eM Boo6w,e c nyTu cBepHyTb...
/1975
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KTo Hag ropeM 4y>kuM cMee"TcR
ToT noToM ero caM uMeeT ,
KTo oT c4acTbR 4y>koro cMee"TcR
y Toro Ha gywe Bece/\ee.
4eM c/\o>kHee gywu cTpoeHbe ,
TeM ocTpee MbI 4yBcTByeM rope ,
Ho gocTaTo4Ho nTu4bero neHbR
u B gywe pa3o/\beTcR Mope...
U 4eM Tuwe MbI n/\a4eM u/\u rpoM4e cMee"McR ,
4eM cu/\bHee MbI /\i06uM u k gpyr gpyry cTpeMuMcR ,
TeM npekpacHee Mup o koTopoM noe"TcR ,
u , koTopbIu' noHRB , MbI y>kacTHo ropguMcR...
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Da , co3Hai0cb , u3 Tex npo6/\eM , koTopbIe R npeg co6oi0 cTaBu/\ ,
U3 Hux ogHy R He pewu/\ , u He ce6e ee" ocTaBu/\...
6bITb Mo>keT kTo-To noc/\e Hac u3/\o>kuT npaBu/\bHo peweHbe ,
a y MeHR ceu' onTuMu3M HaxoguT /\uwb ogHu coMHeHbR...
Da , co3Hai0cb , u3 roga B rog nbITa/\cR R pewuTb npo6/\eMy ,
py4beM c MeHR kaTu/\cR noT - He goka3a/\ R TeopeMy...
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o Bo/\HbI , Bo/\HbI , 6bi0TcR o cka/\bI ,
o Mope , Mope - B neHe npu6ou'.
Bo/\HbI B gBu>keHbu , B Be4Hou' ne4a/\u ,
Bo/\HbI He MoryT BbIHecTb nokou'.
o Bo/\HbI , Bo/\HbI c rpoxoToM cnopR ,
6bi0TcR o cka/\bI kpowacb Ha kycku ,
Me"pTBbIe Bo/\HbI He Begai0T ropR ,
cToR4ue Bo/\HbI He 3Hai0T /\i06Bu...
Tak npogo/\>kaTbcR 6ygeT BekaMu -
B pokoTe , wyMe u neHe npu6ou'.
cka/\bI , kak Be4HocTb , cToRT Hag Bo/\HaMu ,
CBepxy B3upaR Ha nog/\uHHbIu' 6ou'.
6ou' u/\b pa6oTa - To4Ho He 3Hai0 ,
/\uwb BoT ogHa>kgbI HakaTuT Bo/\Ha ,
Mo>keT He /\y4we 4eM Bce ocTa/\bHbIe ,
To/\bko nog Hei0 pyxHeT cka/\a.
Bo/\H Mu/\/\uoHbI To4u/\u nperpagy ,
U yMupa/\u , ee" He c/\oMuB ,
a oka3a/\ocb ogHou' Bo/\HbI Hago ,
4To6bI yc/\bIwaTb no6egHbIu' MoTuB...
Tak 4e/\oBek g/\R no3HaHbR Bce/\eHHou' ,
Do/\>keH konuTb cBou 3HaHuR Bek ,
U akkypaTHo c/\o>kuTb ~eTu 3BeHbR ,
4To6 no6eguTe/\eM cTa/\ 4e/\oBek...
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YxoguT geHb u co/\Hu,a /\y4 yxoguT BMecTe c HuM.
TakoB 3akoH - yxoguT >ku3Hb , xoTb MbI u He xoTuM.
YxoguT geHb B Ho4Hyi0 Mr/\y , a cBeT u,BeTa 3apu.
MHe He BepHyTb npowegwux gHeu' , He noBepHyTb 3eM/\u.
6bIBaeT cBeT uc4e3HeT gHe"M , uc4e3HeT co/\Hu,a /\y4.
U He6a cuHb He BuguT r/\a3 u3-3a cBuHu,oBbIx Ty4 ,
Ho Ha6e>kuT cBupenbIu' Buxpb , /\uwb HaM 6bI ycToRTb ,
U cHoBa 6ygeT co/\Hu,a guck orHe"M cBouM cuRTb...
cnewuT 3eM/\R 3akoH4uTb , kpyr kak wapuk B ka3uHo ,
a MHoro /\b MHe kpyroB Bcero Ha >ku3Hb oTBegeHo?
npowy 3eM/\R ocTaHoBucb , HanpaBb cBou' k co/\Hu,y /\uk ,
nyckau' Ha 3eM/\i0 x/\bIHeT cBeT , 3acTbIHeT ~eToT Mur...
nycTb ga>ke 6ygeT cyTku geHb , nycTb ga>ke cruHeT Ho4b ,
roga npou'gyT , roga yu'gyT - He B cu/\ax MbI noMo4b....
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R 4acTo gyMai0 B Me4Tax cBoux ,
o >ku3Hu u ga/\ekux nepcnekTuBax ,
Me4Tai0 no6bIBaTb B kpaRx Takux
B koTopbIe nonacTb HukTo ew,e" He B cu/\ax.
6bIBai0 R , B Me4Tax , y Hawux BHykoB ,
Ha 3e/\eHbi0 nokpbIToi0 3eM/\e ,
U Bu>ky c4acTbe , 4To po>kga/\ocb B Mykax ,
B rogax koTopbIe ceu'4ac >kuByT Bo MHe.
6bIBaeT R r/\a3aM cBouM He Bepi0 ,
Takux 4ygec gocTur/\u Ha 3eM/\e!
pau' g/\R /\i0geu', npuBo/\be nTuu,e , 3Bepi0 -
Bce" ~eTo 6ygeT , a noka Bo cHe...
B cBoux Me4Tax u cHax R npu6bIBai0
Ha Mapc , /\yHy , BeHepy u/\b n/\yToH ,
UHbIe 3Be"3gbI ga>ke nocew,ai0 ,
Ho TBepgo noMHi0 - ~eTo To/\bko coH.
BcR >ku3Hb MoR no/\Ha Takou' Me4Toi0.
rge coH , rge RBb - noguka pa36epucb.
B pea/\bHocTu >ke no4By nog co6oi0
TepRi0 R u M4ycb kyga-To BHu3...
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UccRk/\u Mou cTapaHbR ,
ocTa/\ucb ogHu cTpagaHbR ,
HacTur/\o MeHR rope -
ywe"/\ Mou' kopa6/\b B Mope...
Uc4e3/\u Me4TbI u rpe"3bI ,
ocTa/\ucb ogHu c/\e"3bI ,
U u,e/\b Bga/\eke xy>ke ,
Tenepb R ckBo3b Hux Bu>ky...
Harpagou' MHe cTa/\u MbIc/\u ,
c gepeBbeB ynaBwue /\ucTbR ,
6e3 gpeBa oHu coxHyT ,
u npeBpaw,ai0TcR B /\ockyT...
He Bu>ky MupoB pa36era ,
u 4e"pHoro B 3Be"3gax He6a ,
He B cu/\ax noHRTb ~Eu'HwTeu'Ha ,
u BpeMeHu Mur Te4eHbR ,
Uc4e3/\a no3HaHbR pagocTb ,
B Mo3ry pa3/\u/\acb c/\a6ocTb ,
He cTa/\o Bnepe"g cTpeM/\eHbR ,
ocTa/\ocb ogHo TepneHbe....
cBe4a goropaeT 6bIcTpo ,
u pByTbcR Ha 4acTu MbIc/\u ,
Ux ck/\euTb He 6ygeT cu/\bI ,
go caMou' Moeu' Moru/\bI...
10/1975
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3gopoBbR He BepHyTb Ha3ag.
noru6wux He nogHRTb co/\gaT.
DHu i0HocTu oT Hac yxogRT ,
kak /\ucTonag roga npoxogRT.
3a 4acoM 4ac B3poc/\eeM 6bIcTpo ,
roga HecyTbcR Bce" 6bIcTpeu' ,
He ycneBai0T Hawu MbIc/\u
ou,eHky gaTb npowegwux gHeu'.
U3 roga B rog MbI BuguM >ku3Hb gpyrou'.
noHRTuR o Heu' cBou MeHReM
>ku3Hb ka>keTbcR ceu'4ac Takou'
kakoi0 3peTb ee" >ke/\aeM.
R >ku3Hb u Tak u cRk Bep4y.
nbITai0cb oTbIckaTb noTpe6HbIu' Bug...
R noTepR/\ cBoi0 Me4Ty ,
a 6e3 Me4TbI gywa 6o/\uT.
11/1975
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