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/* 1984 rog */
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/* 1985 rog */
MUHYTKA C4ACTbR ||
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npuRTHo >kuTb u BepuTb ,
4To ecTb Takue gBepu ,
KoTopbIe oTkpbITbI g/\R /\u4HocTu Bcerga ,
KoTopbIe He cgBuHyTb ,
He nepekpbITb n/\oTuHou' ,
6yMa>KHoi0 nperpagou' , He cnpRTaTb 3a roga.
He pa3opBaTb Ha 4acTu ,
He oToc/\aTb k Ha4a/\bcTBy ,
He o6o/\raTb kpacuBo u He 3a/\uTb gepbMoM ,
He ocBeTuTb HaBeToM
U/\b 3/\bIM HeBepHbIM cBeToM ,
He yTauTb o6MaHoM u He ykpbITb BpaHbe"M.
U 4To Bcerga pewaTbcR:
BxoguTb? u/\u ocTaTbcR?
npuxoguTbcR HaM /\u4Ho Te6e , eMy u/\b MHe ,
U 4To pewaTb Bo3Mo>kHo
/\erko , Bo3Mo>kHo c/\o>kHo ,
Ho /\uwb caMocToRTe/\bHo 6e3 noMow,u u3BHe.
PewaTbcR noHuMaR ,
DBepb Ta He u3 paR ,
A TBop4eckue Myku - He/\erkuu' Be4HbIu' 6ou'.
4To MbI 3a o3apeHbe ,
3an/\aTuM oT4y>kgeHbeM ,
3an/\aTuM u,e/\ou' >ku3Hbi0 u pagocTbi0 Mupckou'...
U Hago 4To6 MaHu/\a
HeBegoMaR cu/\a ,
U fake/\oM rope/\o >ke/\aHue B gywe ...
A gBepu Te oTKpbITbI...
XoTb na/\kaMu MbI 6uTbI ,
XoTb rBo3bgu B pyku B6uTbI u He BgoxHyTb y>ke...
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Bce MbI n/\eHHuku 6eckoHe4HocTu ,
Bce MbI kyk/\bI TeaTpa cygb6bI ,
Bce MbI BuHTuku , xoTb u /\u4HocTu ,
XoTb u Bo/\bHbIe , Ho pa6bI.
U HaM MbIc/\uTbcR u/\u ka>keTcR ,
4To no3HaHui0 HeT nperpag ,
4To Bce/\eHHaR pacwupReTcR...
4To gonog/\uHHo - gHu /\eTRT...
U npuxoguM MbI B cpoku 3pe/\ocTu
K noHuMaHui0 cyeTbI ,
K noHuMaHui0 6ecno/\e3HocTu ,
K oTpe4eHui0 oT Me4TbI.
U3geBaeMcR Hag He3bI6/\eMbIM ,
HaMu BnuTaHHbIM c Mo/\okoM ,
YcnokauBaeMcR Ha gocTurHyToM ,
Ha yBugeHHoM , npo>kuToM...
U kak rpewHuku 3Be"3gaM KaeMcR ,
nokaRHuu' nyckaeM gbIM ,
HenogBu>kHocTbi0 yB/\ekaMcR
U 3aBugyeM Mo/\ogbIM...
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Te/\o 6peHHo , a gywa Hawa Be4Ha ,
no/\Ha MbIc/\eu' u Hage>kg , 6eckoHe4Ha ,
Mu/\/\uapgbI /\eT B npocTpaHcTBe BuTaeT
U ogHa>kgbI To/\bko n/\oTb o6peTaeT.
U B kopoTkuu' ~eToT Mur , He3a6BeHHbIu' ,
Bce" Me4TaeT o no3HaHbu Bce/\eHHou' ,
Ow,yw,aeT pau' 3eMHou' , MaTepua/\bHbIu' ,
Pau' g/\R Te/\a u gywu - ugea/\bHbIu'...
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U Mo>kHo npo4uTaTb y 6/\oka:
">ku3Hb npowyMe/\a u yw/\a"
OT ~eTou' cTpo4ku oguHoko ,
TpeBo>kHo 3anoe"T gywa ,
U BcnoMHuT eu' y>ke 3a Tpugu,aTb ,
u ow,yTuT ToT xo/\ogok ,
KoTopbIu' no 3eM/\e cTpyuTcR
U y6eraeT 3a nopor ,
u ow,yTuT , 4To 6peHHo Te/\o ,
4To >ku3Hb gaBHo y>ke B3ow/\a ,
B3MeTHy/\acb cTpou'HaR u cMe/\o
oT ~eTou' >ku3Hu Bce" B3R/\a...
Ho rpRHy/\ yBRgaHbR 4ac ,
Dyx no>ke/\Te/\ , ycox , yrac
U o6opBa/\cR Hag To/\nou'...
Kpy>kuT kak /\ucT no4Tu cegou'...
/\erko kpy>kuTcR , HeyMe/\o ,
/\eTuT no Bo/\e 3/\bIx BeTpoB ,
Cpegu Takux >ke kak u oH
ropRw,ux n/\aMeHeM kocTpoB ...
U u3gaeT noc/\egHuu' cToH ,
Korga /\o>kuTcR B Be4HbIu' coH ,
4To6 gaTb Bo3Mo>KHocTb o6HoB/\eHbi0
U >ku3Hu Be4HoMy Te4eHbi0...
Tak Mo>kHo npo4uTaTb y 6/\oka ,
Korga nycTa u oguHoka ,
Cpegb Mu/\/\uoHoB /\uu, gywa:
">ku3Hb npowyMe/\a u yw/\a" ....
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roga npou'gyT kak c/\agkuu' coH ,
Kak 6ypHbIu' /\eTHuu' go>kgb.
BHecyT B HeRcHoe pe3oH ,
PykaM nogapRT gpo>kb.
CoMHeHbR cMoeT ux noTok ,
Henpo4Hoe cHece"T ,
3acepe6puTbcR Bgpyr Bucok ,
no3HaHue npuge"T.
Kak-6ygTo >ku3Hu Bceu' uTor -
no3HaHue Toro , 4To Mor...
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He cTouT ToponuTbcR u cnewuTb ,
He cTouT o6roHRTb cygb6bI co6bITuR.
4eMy He MuHoBaTb - ToMy u 6bITb ,
u He no3HaTb npu4uHy paHbwe BckpbITuR...
He MHoruM MbI o6R3aHbI ce6e ,
CBoeu' ~eHepruu , Tpygy , pau,uoHa/\bHocTu ,
ropa3go 6o/\bwuM MbI o6R3aHHbI Cygb6e ,
3anacaM cu/\ , yMa , Hau,uoHa/\bHocTu.
4To B Hac 3a/\o>keHo B cpege yTpo6HbIx Bog
npoRBuTbcR co BpeMeHeM B gBu>keHuu ,
U/\b Mo>keT 6bITb 3a4axHeT , oToMpe"T ,
Pa3gaB/\eHHoe BHewHuM okpy>keHueM...
Bce>k MuHuMyM u MakcuMyM B/\o>ku/\a B Hac npupoga ,
3agaB npege/\bI Ha BecbMa Hego/\ruu' nyTb ,
U He uw,u cnacuTe/\bHoro 6poga -
Ux He gaHo Hurge nepewarHyTb...
He cTouT ToponuTbcR u cnewuTb ,
He cTouT o6roHRTb cygb6bI co6bITuR.
4eMy He MuHoBaTb - ToMy u 6bITb
u He noHRTb npu4uHy paHbwe BckpbITuR...
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Cou3MepRu' Bo3Mo>kHocTu cBou -
UHa4e >ku3Hb okoH4uwb Ha Me/\u.
Cou3MepRu' u B3BewuBau' Bcerga -
Y Heo6gyMaHHocTu c/\egcTBue - 6ega.
Cou3MepRu' noc/\egcTBuu' Be/\u4uHbI ,
no HuM cygu - He o6w,ue /\b npu4uHbI?
Cou3MepRu' c ge/\aMu c/\oB noTok ,
Mepu/\o c/\oB - Bew,ecTBeHHbIu' uTor...
Cou3MepRu' gBu>keHuR gywu ,
He BcRkou' u,e/\u cpegcTBa xopowu ,
Cou3MepRu' c /\i06oBbi0 He/\i06oBb -
OgHo kpywuT - gpyroe cTpouT BHoBb...
Cou3MepRu' u naMRTb c He6bITue"M -
>ku3Hb cMepTb oHu Bcerga ugyT BgBoe"M.
Cou3MepRu' - u ow,yTuwb 6/\a>keHcTBo.
CpaBHeHue ecTb cnoco6 coBepweHcTBa...
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BoT cHoBa XpaM. Bo3gywHbIu' ero cBog
CkpbIBaeTcR oT r/\a3a B BuwuHe.
U e/\e c/\bIwHo BeTepok noe"T ,
O 4e"M-To 6/\u3koM u 3HakoMoM MHe...
HaBoguT rpycTb u coHM BocnoMuHaHuu'...
U pa3MbIw/\eHuu' o rpRgyw,eM gHe.
O ToM , 4To npu3pa4eH noTok /\i0gckux >ke/\aHHuu' ,
noka cnoco6HocTu nokoRTbcR Ha gHe...
U ocMoTpeB UkoHbI kak BuTpuHbI ,
U ow,yTuB cypoBbIu' B3r/\Rg 6o>kecTB ,
R gyMai0 , 4To Hago Bce" 3akuHyTb
U norpy3uTbcR B ucTuHHbIu' npou,ecc.
Ha4aTb c Ha4a/\a , noc/\e o4uw,eHbR ,
CBou' nyTb no >ku3Hu , koMnpoMucc u3rHaB ,
Ho BoT nopor - u XpaM , kak npuBugeHbe ,
PaccTaR/\ no3agu , HaBek nponaB...
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OT4auHbe cepgu,e , kak rop/\o ,
>ke/\e3Hou' cgaBu/\o pykou'.
Hecu/\bHo , He6o/\bHo , Ho TBepgo ,
HapywuB gyweBHbIu' nokou'.
6ecne4HocTb Moi0 3ax/\ecTHy/\a ,
CypoBaR npaBga cygb6bI ,
U >ku/\bI B gywe HaTRHy/\a ,
U cTa/\o RcHee - kTo MbI...
kak 4acTo MbI >ku3Hb npok/\uHaeM ,
B o6ugy HanpacHyi0 BnaB ,
U kop4uMcR , nepe>kuBaeM ,
Ee" , B o6w,e"M npaBegHbIu' , HpaB...
Hac >ku3Hb paccTaB/\ReT no no/\kaM ,
nogbIckuBaR 6bITue" ,
cnokou'Ho , Ho c 4yBcTBoM u To/\koM ,
BHywaR HaM MHeHbe cBoe".
MbI Mo>keM c HuM He cor/\acuTbCR ,
Ho 4To6 k/\eBeTy oTpuu,aTb ,
Do/\>kHbI MbI He 6ory Mo/\uTbcR ,
Do/\>KHbI MbI ce6R noka3aTb .
npou'Tu u u3BegaTb , yBugeB ,
CTpagaR , oT4aRBwucb , >kgaTb.
/\i06uTb , He/\i06uTb , HeHaBugeTb...
Hau'Tu , noTepRTb u uckaTb....
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R npocTo ynycTu/\ cygb6bI pacno/\o>keHbe ,
Korga oHa 6bI/\a BHuMaTe/\bHa go6pa ,
HeBepHo o6'bRcHu/\ co6bITuu' u3MeHeHbe
U nocTynu/\ He Tak. U cTa/\a TbI He Ta.
R npocTo noBTopu/\ u3BecTHbIe owu6ku ,
XBaTaR Bce" nogpRg , oT >kagHocTu gpo>ka ,
He BbI>kga/\ Hy>kHbIu' Mur - u poT cBe/\o B y/\bI6ke ,
Korga Bgpyr oco3Ha/\ , 4To noTepR/\ Te6R...
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OT ~eToro c/\oBa cTaHoBuTbcR TowHo
U 6e3ucxogHo , u 6e3Hage">kHo.
Pyku kak n/\eTu , Hor He nogHRTb ,
Xo4eTcR /\e4b u 3a6bITbcR onRTb...
OT ~eToro c/\oBa gywa HerogyeT ,
Cepgu,e B3gbIxaeT , a pa3yM TockyeT ,
Xo4eTcR 4To-To ge/\aTb , MeHRTb
U/\u npu/\e4b u 3a6bITbcR onRTb...
OT ~eToro c/\oBa R 4acTo cTpagai0 ,
U 6ecno/\e3Ho nepe>kuBai0.
6bI/\ 6bI co6akou' - Tak npocTo 3aBbI/\ ,
Ho cTporo 3By4uT 6e3ucxogHoe "6bI/\"...
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MuHyTka c4acTbR MHoro /\eT
co MHou' urpa/\a B npRTku ,
Kak-6ygTo Be4eH >ku3Hu cBeT ,
Kak-6ygTo urpbI c/\agku...
MaHu/\a 6/\u3ocTbi0 cBoeu' -
/\uwb nogcTaB/\Ru' /\agoHu ,
Ho B nepekpecTuu TeHeu'
y>k cnoTbIka/\ucb koHu.
Kanpu3Ho c4acTbe u , yBbI ,
/\erko Ha o6ew,aHuR ,
Ho He gae"T cygb6a gapbI
u3 4yBcTBa cocTpagaHuR ,
/\uwb cMepTb , puTMu4Ha kak 4acbI ,
Bcerga B cBou' cpok npuxoguT
u Kan/\u ucTuHHou' pocbI
B r/\a3ax /\i0gckux HaxoguT...
3a4eM >ke B cBou' noc/\egHuu' Mur ,
B MuHyTy paccTaBaHuR ,
MbI noHuMaeM kTo gocTur
3aBeTHoro >ke/\aHuR ,
Begb He o6'bRTb Bce/\eHHou' , HeT ,
/\uwb B kpoBb co6bi0TcR nRTku...
MuHyTka c4acTbR MHoro /\eT
co MHou' urpa/\a B npRTku....
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npo6/\eMbI HeT - cpegb 4ecTHoro Hapoga
6ec4ecTHbIM 6bITb.
Hy , no>kypRT c/\erka.
U cka>kyT Tak - B ceMbe He 6e3 ypoga
U Bce" npocTRT , c/\erka HaMRB 6oka.
Hao6opoT ucTopuR c/\o>kHee.
Cpegb HerogReB - 4ecTHoMy He >kuTb.
EMy neT/\e"u' 3agaBuT coBecTb wei0
Y6'be"T BonpocoM - 6bITb u/\u He 6bITb?
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Ha fpoHTe npocTo - TyT cBou , TaM Bpar.
A B >ku3Hu Bce" c/\o>kHee Bo cTo kpaT.
U fpoHTa HeT , xoTb >ku3Hb kak 6ou' - 6opb6a ,
U B ka>kgoM Mo>kHo ycMoTpeTb Bpara...
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R 6bI/\ Ha gHe cerogHR.
He pagyeT oHo.
CoBceM kak B npeucnogHeu' -
U Bce" >ke To/\bko gHo.
3akoHbI TaM uHbIe.
DaB/\eHue cygb6bI
Hec4acTHbIx npugaBu/\o ,
nepekpouB B pa6bI...
6e3ponoTHbIe gywu
Ha gHe /\i0gckoM >kuByT ,
Ux BbIHb Ha cBeT u TyT >ke
CoMHeHbR ux B3opByT ...
Ha gHe kak B npeucnogHeu' -
>kuByT B Tocke , B HeBo/\e ,
A ec/\u 6/\aropogHbIu' -
3aw,uTbI HeT oT 6o/\u ,
3aw,uTbI oT HeHacTbR ,
oT ropecTeu' u 6eg ,
U TaM 6o/\bwoe c4acTbe ,
Ko/\b TbI u cTap u ceg ,
Ko/\b 6/\u3ok 4ac noc/\egHuu',
cygb6bI HauBHou' kpax...
R 6bI/\ Ha gHe cerogHR
rge B gywax npaBuT cTpax...
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CeguHou' 3a6/\ecTe/\u Bucku ...
C/\oBHo 3epka/\o c/\enuT Makywka...
U Bce" ga/\bwe Ha TpygHoM nyTu
HaM Bce" MeHbwe kykyeT kykywka...
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Bce" 4epe3 cu/\y , 4epe3 6opb6y.
U3 Mpaka k cBeTy , Ten/\y , go6py.
CTpeMuTbcR Be4Ho - B ToM >ku3Hu cyTb ,
XoTb Heu3BegaH ga/\ekuu' nyTb...
Bce" 4epe3 nouck cBoeu' Me4TbI ,
corHyBwucb , crop6Rcb oT cyeTbI.
3aHRTb no Huwe - cyw,ecTBoBaTb!
Ho ~eBo/\i0u,uu' He MuHoBaTb...
Bce" 4epe3 ropR nopo4HbIu' kpyr ,
4epe3 gaB/\eHbe c/\enbIx MuHyT.
Ha ux apeHe , c ux 6bIcTpoTou',
nepeMew,aeMcR B Mup uHou'...
Ho HaM Ha cMeHy (HeT nycToTbI!)
npuxogRT 4bu-To r/\a3a u pTbI ,
kpywuTb u cTpouTb , cru6aTb , /\oMaTb
U HeHaBugeTb u co3ugaTb...
rge 4epe3 cu/\y , a rge 6opb6y.
CkBo3b x/\ag u TeMeHb - k Ten/\y go6py.
CTpeMuTbcR Be4Ho - B ToM >ku3Hu cyTb.
U ux cTapaHuu' He 3a4epkHyTb!
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Do/\>kHo 6bITb MbI cpoc/\ucb gywou' u Te/\oM.
KakuM 6bI Mo3r He 3aHuMa/\cR ge/\oM
Bce" MbIc/\uT o Te6e - kak TbI? rge TbI? u c keM?
3aMkHyBwucb B kpyr 6eccMbIc/\eHHbIx npo6/\eM...
Ho He Mory uHa4e - TbI MoR 4acTuu,a.
U He ogHa , a no/\oBuHa >ku3Hu Bceu'.
U 6e3 Te6R gywa He o3apuTbcR
3apHuu,eu' 4yBcTB u 6eweHcTBoM ugeu'...
**npu nepene4aTke ccbI/\ka Ha MeHR O6R3ATE/\bHA!**
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